I just wanted to say that I was surprised to discover that I'd forgotten how to be completely relaxed and at ease around someone other than my sister. I have many friends that I love being around, having fun and getting up to no good, but when the fun and excitement dies down I often find myself ever so slightly uneasy. Like I should be doing something to amuse someone.
This weekend there was a period of no excitement, sitting still, not doing much of anything, when I realised I was really content and comfortable with the doing of nothing. The pressure and discomfort I expected to feel didn't exist at all, and it felt good.
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